what a roller-coaster day

started high then went low then finally finishing high.. i've got the best lecturer in the world.. well in Otago Uni for the last 7 lectures of Genetics.. Peter Dearden from the Biochem Department..

then it went a bit low.. when i heard that one of my violin students told me she wouldn't be taking anymore lessons coz she couldn't afford a violin.. after much thought, i decided to lend her my brother's violin, thanks to advice from my mum who was an adminstrator at Nations Church where i was giving classes.. had to get it back from another student i was lending it to then, but that went off without a hitch.. and i think my student will be happy even though i don't know yet coz she has no money on her phone.. but the low was prob during 1-2 pm.. it was good i was at 1 o'clock prayer coz i really felt frustrated that God dint want to give me a job even though i really wanted it.. i just felt angry that God was denying me so many chances with job opportunities.. i now know that i'm glad i'm not doing Economics.. i suck at making money..

well just before that, i had lunch with Su Yin.. and after 6 months of agony, i decided i was ready to talk abt how i felt abt Jess and how much she broke my heart.. so i told her that.. she was surprised as expected.. and Mel, she did know abt Jess and me fighting.. dint talk abt that for long..

then Missions Monday Night.. maybe Monday night entertainment does have a future.. if not why are they showing One Hour Photo and Attack of the Clones on a Monday night and why are SANZAR trying to arrange Monday night matches for next year's Super 14? i felt the way i would have felt if i drunk a bottle of V.. really hyper.. Matt's LG got bonus points coz of that.. but it was an awesome time.. and i can say Cutting Edge has a very bright future.. missions wise and "members" wise.. it was just packed.. lots of new faces.. or should i say new-to-Cutting-Edge faces.. so weird.. this is my third year of Cutting Edge and now i feel so old.. hmmm...