and i think i feel like i am turning 19.. why? i've been having a lot more crushes on gals than recently - in particular blondes for some reason.. don't think have had this many crushes since i left school in KL.. i feel more mature and wiser now though.. i've realised all my crushes are v short-lived.. anyway i think for now i'm in the position where the boy-gal thing is gonna be short-term, rather than in the long run.. which means it doesn't really matter too badly to me what happens, i.e. after i tell them i kinda like them.. but at least i can say i did it and coz of it..
i think i've got a crush on Claire, that gal i saw in the Link and had my first conversation-with-random-stranger with.. dint recognise her in church this morning at first coz she wasn't wearing her glasses.. i thought she was this p attractive blonde gal.. then i saw Andrew from Knox next to her and remembered Claire saying she wanted to come to Elim.. click!.. and she's got pretty huge blue eyes and p nice smile.. and she's got nice long blond hair.. ah mushy feelings.. there's the big question u know.. i've already kinda expressed the heart and soul of my crushes by starting a conversation.. telling her the truth would be like... the next big step?? maybe at the Cutting Edge ball... or when i get to know her better...
but i'm just gonna leave things as they are for now.. it's a crush and it'll pass.. plus she's p busy this semester... and let's not forget there's Hanna/h..
anyway why blondes? i dunno... they're just so exotic to me.. opposites attract? i'm p black haired and u know.. they're unusual i guess..
it was a p good Sunday all in all.. fantastic weather.. scored a try at touch.. good weekend with the Highlanders beating the Brumbies.. got to meet Dave Hawkes' brother at the game which was quite an interesting and eye-opening experience.. only bad being Richie McCaw KO and concussed and Chelsea only drawing with Birmingham..
anyway should go.. got long day tomorrow.. might be able to express the heart and soul of my crushes...
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