so sore...

worked out really hard with weights at Unipol tonight.. my body is sore.. my Abs esp.. i saw my Foundation Year mates and they were doing 55 on the Abs Cruncher.. i'm only able to do 30.. 35 and ouch.. but the good news is i'm catching up to Shannanalon with 50s on the bench press and 55 if i've got someone to spot.. did 23 of 50s though so that's v good..

have had a p good day.. went to 1 pm which is as good as it should be.. then had 3-hour Biochem lab handling E.coli bacteria.. all that PC1 stuff to ensure that Outbreak: Scarfie Edition never happens.. hey that's a brilliant idea for the Oscars later this yr.. oh yeah and got my Lions ticket for the All Blacks game in Christchurch next month!! thanks to New Zealand Courier.. after so long..

i've just been wondering, while my spiritual life is going great guns this yr.. kinda like Chelsea's form throughout the English football season.. my social life outside Cutting Edge has kinda slipped since the break.. it's like i'm on a goal scoring drought.. it's not such a big deal esp after what Peter Sara said during Man Camp.. but sometimes i really wished i had a gal who i can not only start a conversation with but someone who i don't need to start a conversation with.. and that's what i miss abt Jess.. although that was 3/4 me and 1/4 her..

in fact, that's what sometimes frustrates me is that i feel the need to start a conversation just to fill the silence.. i just wish sometimes other ppl could start the conversation.. i mean most ppl like Matt, Sam, Mel and all the ppl in Cutting Edge do that.. feel v comfortable talking to ppl there.. just outside.. it's like i've to always climb a brick wall.. hard to find what appeals.. it's like a shot heading towards goal or hitting the post.. it's either here or there..

i guess maybe that's why it's prob not gonna work out with Hanna.. i start conversations but she never starts them back.. prob too shy.. oh well no matter... just miss a gal friend who can talk to heaps.. after all it's been a year since i had the best days of my life..