we're not going to India

gutted.. we just dint get enough people.. really gutted.. i was so looking forward to it.. glad i went to Oxygen tonight coz i felt really low.. went up for prayer and Holy Spirit spoke through Dan some awesome words, about how i was a generator wherever i go.. feel much better now.. now gotta pray over whether i want to join the groups going to Indonesia or Thailand with the Chilean one now fully booked.. the question is do i really want to go to India or do i really want to go on a missions trip?